These days, kind of up-side-down…

Finally I don’t have to worry about the endless midterms. But I dont know how to face the results, neither do I know how to say it. I realize something must go wrong, but I’m not sure where they are. The results lower my bottom line again and again… I use the same way to learn new things--nothing seems changed. However the results make me feel sorry for my past effort, and, my Dad and Mum…

A long long to-do-list lies on my desk, but I really have no incentive to look at it… Frustration, confusion, pessimism, and worry are all around me. I feel so scared to go one step further… Wanna get away from here, left behind the sleepless nights, endless to-dos, and hopeless efforts!